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Thursday, April 29, 2010
(M18) SUCK ME DRY
The holding of hands amplifies many symbolic meaning it can represent. I would believe that the first instant when our hands were being held were by our care takers and that alone gave us the assurance knowing that someone is leading us. As the realistic world start to become surreal as we aged, we being to realize the palms of male and female differ in size and that's when we were made to 'hold hands' when we were in primary school. That's if you come from a both gender school. Then awhile later, the differences of our physic and our relations to the opposite gender create a sense of awkwardness when we continue to hold each other hands in school. Hence, by the education level of primary three most would leave their hands free for their own. Yet, the holding on hands during the stage of discovery was for the need of social touch. Strange enough, what seems to be repulsion seems to attract when we enter puberty. That's where raging hormones over power whatever past experience we use to have. Needless to say, the hormones are so powerful that it personified one longing to be loved. That explains for the many pair of hands that are being held together at ridiculous size. By size, i mean small palms and height. However, what's interesting with this holding on hands is that it never stay constant for a decade (If you ever meet one, you must be lucky as the probability is 1/10000). It changes with different partners. Once we had enough of each other, the chemistry due to the all powerful hormones seemed to fade away. Enough of leeching on one another to give each other the extra intimacy and emotional care that's fleeting. Funny thing is, the raging hormones despite got tired of this emotional game will revive itself and start eyeing for new people that they can leeched on in the name of love. Or maybe, conditional love. This cycle seems to continue till we finally decide to settle down on someone who we decide to get marry too( if not when age catches up, it's too late). The days of honeymoon will soon be over and the cycle of leeching each other dry will elevate up once again. The sucking process never ends. When this gets so tiring, then maybe we shall file for a divorce. Who suffers the repercussion? The children. What amazes me is that, those parents were also the one who once said that they want to have a happy family when they get married. However, they do not recognize that the truth of the problem is in themselves. It all starts with them allowing to feed on each other ever since they were young. They were also the one who choose emotions above commitment which explains for the ever changing partners like changing of undergarments. Truth be is it this, the never ending sucking process will never end. The solution is not to find new partners for you to suck dry but to learn to find the one who can fill you with what you need. What everyone needs is knowing that there's a unconditional love that is always ready to flow in them. The insecurity that is residing in every single soul can be eradicated with his never ending assurance that we are his forever. I always believe in marrying a princess but in order to do that i want to be a prince. I can't imagine asking my wife this question and we are practically fine with it. David: Dear, how many ex do you have before me? Wife: Not a lot, maybe 5 or maybe it was 10? David mind: WTH, WHY AM I SHARING MY WIFE WITH 5 OR 10 OTHER GUYS. Alright, that being said does not mean that people who choose to let this love reside in one's heart will never face the emotional lack. However, when they go through this they can be practically honest with each other and admit this lack and ask God to fill their love tank. I always believe, how can you love when you have not received love? Singlehood is a blessing and I'm proud of mine. Why do I need to live for specifically one person when i can choose to build more solid friendships when I have the ample amount of time. Singlehood allows me to see the true clours of people instead of the mask being. :D I love my singlehood! :D Hoe Though I don't really belong to GEN, but i felt this is an interesting write up that I wanted to do since two days ago but just can't put it in words. I pray that we will continue to rise up man and woman of God that love nothing but God and hate nothing else but sin. :D Amen :D |
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